SEXUAL HEALING

Ladies. I love Ladies. I love repping ladies and I love that we're pushing things forward. But Boys. Oh how I luuuuurve boys. When I'm not thinking about work and making $$$, I think about boys. But whats WRONG with boys lately. I am very busy at the moment and am not really looking for a boyfriend. Plus, I already know who i'm gonna marry, but why can't I find a casual boy, you know...a BOOTY CALL!??! I am a terrible sex fiend. I have been called a sex pest on many occasions but surely you'd think boys would be gaggin for it? I mean, I don't think I'm all that or whatever but the boys I fancy tend to be weird looking, guys who should count themselves lucky that anyone is throwing glances their way. I met someone recently who reminds me of Charlotte and Harry in Sex and The City. He sorta repulses me but its like a car crash and I can't stay away. But he's not even that interested!!! I'm exasperated!! I don't even go out much so its not like i'm even getting the chance to send out those desperate vibes. I am very aware of playing it cool even though my mind is drifting to dirty places when they are tellin me boring things about their day. So whats wrong with you all? And don't anyone gimme no crap about putting it out there and being all slutty etc. Most people don't even know what my body shape is until I get naked because I cover up so much...I'm sure I am not the only girl out there who feels like this!!!!! I'm not looking to settle down, sometimes I don't even wanna stay the night. I just need what every human being needs, a little bit if TLC. Every day. Maybe a few times a day....